Brighter Than The Sun

This is my song for the week.

I love it. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KU5o6M7S5nQ&ob=av2e

It just makes me happy inside.

As do most things in my life right now.

But...

 I need to make some changes.

My life is good.

And I have been blessed.

Now I need to do my part.

Serve family.

Serve friends.

Forgive.

Apologize. 

Set my life on track.

& let love in.

You can't reach true happiness, 

If you push aside your past.

You must confront your mistakes & fix them.
I messed up & I need to fix it all.

And then my happy heart can grow happier.

I have been stubborn. I have been rude. I have been wrong. 

I have seriously displeased friends & displeased myself.

And with everything good happening in my life...

I have shoved it to the back of my worries.

And today is the day that changes.

I miss the friendships I had.

I miss the support that I was...

that I still could be...

& as embarrassing as it is to admit how wrong I was.

It is time.

I want to feel beautiful to Him.

My hair dye might help my roots.

But I'm still hiding all this ugly on the inside.

Just another day for change.

<3

And know that God is good.