Vacation From My Vacation

I'm insecure. I'm unsure.

And I have way too much pressure sometimes.

I can't please everyone.

I can listen,

but at some point my life, has to be my call.

Goodness, I just can't be expected to know the final outcome of every decision.

But the swaying pressures in every aspect of life really is not helping me.

I need a vacation from my vacation.

I need to be alone.

I need to turn off my phone. 

I need to run away from it all.

But it'll still be here.

Stuff in Logan.

Stuff here.

My future.

My past.

I know what I want.

But I don't know who's gonna give it to me.

And how exactly I'm going to get there.

I need patience.

And understanding.

And most of all...

I wish that a lot of my decisions didn't affect so much of everything else.

BLAH.

I'm just frustrated.

And the only one who can understand is my Savior.