Side note.

I'd like to just take a minute to tell you what my blog is to me. 

This blog is my way of venting.

My way of putting words on a page... 

then realizing I truly believe them.

My way of expressing my pain.

My way of taking out my anger.

My way to thank the amazing people in my life.

My way of constructing words in a way that makes me happy to look back.

My way of being real.

On your typical day I have make up on... I have pants... a shirt... some butt pads... JK! HAHA. On a true note, I am normally clean, smelling of sweet scents...I lotion up after the showers... I spend time on my hair and I walk through the crowd with a smile on my face. And most of the time, it is a genuine smile. I love my life. 

But this blog is honest. 

This is my heart poured onto pages; 

my hopes and dreams through words. 

My journal, my thoughts... my ideas... this is me.

This is the Lauren that doesn't have anything covering her up.

The real deal, if you will. (Rhymage!!!)

That doesn't mean its all of a sudden not my happy self. 

I am a happy person and I ENJOY being happy.

I enjoy being optimistic, 

and if I just wrote about the Savior or fairytales every day...

that would be ideal.

But If someone offends me, I'll write. 

If something makes me happy, I'll write.

Every emotion is expressed through http://laurenfalter.blogspot.com.

If you care what I say, 

then be someone that makes me proud to say your my friend, 

proud to write how amazing you are.

Let's just say my blog is like dressing down for PE. Not everyone takes PE, not everyone dressed down... and when I dress down it's NOT like the victoria secret pink sweats... we're talking nasty shorts and a stained t-shirt, ponytail, sweaty... just as dressed down as you can think of. That is what my blog is. Not everyone has a blog and not everyone really gets down to the meat of their life, but I get down to the core.

No make up, after camping... in crappy clothes and with the most accepting person I've ever met in my life, I though this picture made my point quite swell.

I don't make up sad times just so my few viewers have something to read. 

I only write what I truly mean and how I truly feel.

And if you read this. 

Then just know how deep you are past my front. 

I'm not going to butter it up or make something less significant to me than it is.

My words are honest, sincere... and not changing to make anyone look better or worse.

"Say what you mean and mean what you say"