It All Started With A Kiss

I love this weekend. Chocolate kisses have made it complete.

It went from joining taken men to watch a scary movie, room-to-room searching, slack-lining falls, fake "get-us-out-of-here" phone calls... to the best friday night ever. 

True Aggie Night. (Congrats Breanna) Me on the other hand, still not a true aggie by the book, but the way I look at it I am. I exchanged kisses on the A with Connor Johnson. 

No one said that they couldn't be chocolate kisses right??

That is why I love Connor. Well, and a lot of other reasons too! If you are looking for the sweetest, most genuine and hilariously fun boys on the planet, you can find them in 302. (That's where you live right Connor?) 

Full Moon. Walmart runs. Chinese fire drills. Card games. Rock Band. A Walk To Remember. 

I made hilarious new friends, but I had to go through hours of awkwardness, rejections and literally FALLING to find the place to spend the perfect night. It was SO worth it.

Saturday: After sleeping in, missing our lined up date and nearly starving to death... we went to Subway and I finished my first foot long. I repeat, I ate a WHOLE foot long. YAY. 

Shopping next on the list. I, being a similar body type to my sister Kylee, was shopping with Breanna for some lingerie. Well with the resources I had available, I would say they will fit quite nicely. It's fun trying on things to see how they will work for someone else sometimes. ;)

Dinner & the Anti Drama Man: We learned life lessons today. 

Background Info. This guy I kinda dated. Didn't end well. We tried the whole just friends thing. And it failed. (Refer to previous blogs). Anyway, I called a friend of his whose a friend of mine today... he (the guy I kinda dated) answered. And of course, even on no speaking terms I was forced to converse. It ended bad, as always. And he has one of my favorite pair of shoes that I want back. Anyway, some of my guy drama came up during dinner and I learned what I need to do once and for all. 

1. Don't date people you work with.

It's like peeing in the pool, at first it's warm and cozy at first but then you gotta swim in it... 

I'd say same goes for dating people in your ward, your floor... but whatever happens happens.

2. When you tell a guy something tell him. 

Don't make him guess. 

Don't beat around the bush.

Just tell him

3. When you're interested tell him you're interested. 

When you aren't tell him you aren't. 

Then you'll start getting the guys you want.

I'm so bad about this one. Half the time it's because I don't even know what I want or what I'm interested in. And the other half, I just don't like to be mean.

4. You don't like or love who a person is? 

You have no business marrying them

"I'm not your ideal body type mother-}%^*%* You're not my ideal man!!!!"

5. Don't Answer.

You're the one in charge.

I am naive. I am trusting. I grew up in a family that is 100% trustworthy, my first boyfriend was 100% real with me. He said he cared about me, I KNOW he did. I broke his heart and he will still answer on the first ring. I have never had anything stolen from me. If I'm lied to I can tell. I left my house unlocked, windows opened, keys in the ignition... And when people compliment me, it really hits me deep. 

Now I know that's not how the real world is. People say things to shmooze you. They say things to trick you and get what they want from you. I have been emotionally abused and someone still affected by one of the biggest jerks I know. And you know what. I'm Lauren Falter, I won't stand for it anymore. I know better than to let anyone bring me down. That's why I love the friends I have and the Anti-Drama man for telling me how it's done. 


"Forget the shoes."

Win A Date With Tad Hamilton: "You can't love someone for what they stand for or seem to be. You have to love them for their details, for the little things that are true of them and only them."

That is so true. One thing I am not naive about is the big L word. Oh, I used to be. But since I've heard it here, I know it not be real. People love the idea of me, but have I seen someone truly love me? Nope. And that is perfectly okay with me for now. The word when spoken too soon and forced, loses ALL meaning. Love is really about the details. I can't wait to see the details I love and the details that are loved about me one day.

The rest of the fun?

Mini Chopper + Kisses + Hugs + Brownies.

Cartwheels + Head Stands + Elevator Naps. 

Barefoot + Night gowns + Shorts + SNOW RUN

Sam + Dallin's Suit + I look like a man in that.

Ended it perfect? Video in process for my Ky.

Overall:

I have the greatest friends. 

I LOVE Breanna Ashley Rushton.

Connor and Kevin are my favorites. 

I have been in a morph suit.

I am VERY educated from Dallin, Sam & DJ.

Life is funner when you're spontaneous.

I love Utah State.

‎"Here's the thing about guys, if they are mean to ya, ditch the HECK outa them"

Lauren Elise Falter, 
Your life is awesome!