Happy :D

I love my friends. I love my school. I love my job. I love my family. I love my major. I love my room. I love my classes, so far. I love my life.

It's weird how I set out to live life one way, then the whole plan spins around, but I'm still just as happy, if not happier. What I pictured happening in August is nothing close to what has happened. After a semester my life has changed SO much. My sister is engaged, I have none of my best friends from home with me, I'm moved out, new job, new everything... In one month my life was completely turned around... in just a week I found all sorts of new surprises and new things that make me happy :) All it is really is living it up and not sweating the small stuff. 

This year is going to be so amazing because I don't know what to expect at all, but I have nothing to stress about. Last year I had to think about scholarships, my plans, my best friend's plans, my boyfriend's plan... leaving everything that was comfortable. I had senioritis, no motivation, wore parachute sweats and a birds nest bun everyday as I walked in twenty minutes late to seminary. 

Now I feel like I have no worries in the world. I go to classes that I love... learn about why families are happy and unhappy, statistics WITHOUT Mr. Boyd, and physics with a funny professor. I go to work and work with the cutest autistic kids who trust working with me and playing with me. Then I spend nights making peanut butter and banana sandwiches, losing settlers and being with Oak Ridge boys who sing songs about the vending machines. 

Sometimes thinking about my sad days, makes me appreciate these happy ones even more. I went to school all day and I can't stop smiling. It's because of the people in my life and the lack of stress I face. I'm just the happiest ever. 

I have everything I need. 

Everything falls into place if you stop trying to force it.

:)

I couldn't be more content with life.