Prayer

I'm bawling my eyes out to the Elf soundtrack version of Jingle Bells, something is wrong with this picture. I should not be laying in my bed in the middle of the day.

I am happy.

But I want everyone to be happy. 

I feel too bad hurting anyone I love, in this case some of my best friends...

But I can't hurt myself either...

I don't want to lose the people who are so important to me, while I discover new ones.

The funny thing is yesterday I prayed that I'd be more humble. 

I know He answers prayers... ha!

Today I had to just kneel down and vent.

I asked to peace and help knowing what to say.

There's nothing else I can do, but pray that people will understand.

It will all work out.

When I was little I prayed every night for a puppy. 

I wish that's the only thing I could think of to ask for nowadays. 

I need to be more thankful too though.

Well Lauren, keep praying & keep smiling!