Girl Talk
Boys who put me down. Boys who don't care one bit about me, boys who expect me to go to them, who don't step out of their way for me. I'm done. Key word, BOYS. I will never be surprised about how many legal "men" are still just immature boys. Enough is enough, me and Kylee weed them in and out. We have a lot of great friends, but really I need to do much better with my life to be worthy of that one special person for me. I want someone to be silly with, someone to be serious with, someone who cares about me as much as I care about them and someone who will keep my laughing til I don't have teeth. I just want someone to love. I need a Kylee Geisler in boy form with some boy characteristics also added.
Number one question we have to ask ourselves: would he dance in the kitchen?
Number one question we have to ask ourselves: would he dance in the kitchen?
Another punch at boys just for fun at Macey's...
Churchy
Well me and Kylee have been put the test and we conquered Satan, for today at least. I had a lesson, the opening prayer and she had a talk. And what happens? I get all ready for church, make chocolate chip waffles with strawberries, feed her, get completely ready to leave and then realize I had to take care of some things at work. I ran up to campus, fixed it, came back with about an hour till go-time (already late to relief society) and the printer is jammed. We had to run to Hyde Park, print Kylee's talk, not get a ticket and be back just in time for the lesson. Which went really well. And it's not because of me, I really really love the insight and experiences that were added to the class. I just love teaching because I learn so much from it and have to really focus on having that Spirit with me… which I love to have. During the sacrament today I just bowed my head and felt completely full of the Spirit of Jesus Christ, like he was sitting in my soul. With stresses work has brought me lately, my mind has been going a mile a minute, my work cell phone has to be packed around at all times and I just don't really get a break, but that was my break, I felt safe, I wasn't thinking about what I had to do, just focused on what I felt, how I was going to be better. Today I really focused on the sacrament and wanted to be washed clean for the week, in order to have an amazing start to a new one. I know I'm being blessed from my callings, another lesson in two weeks and ward prayer tonight. It's really keeping the Lord in my thoughts, which is what I want.
Shout-outs
It's almost impossible to say how grateful and blessed I am to have the people that I have in my life this summer.
Kylee Geisler. My heart is so full of love for her that I don't know if any guy could ever replace it. I have withdrawals after being apart for just a days worth a work and feels like forever after three. I have to tell her everything, I can say anything, do anything, be anything and she's right there with me. We get called creeps or weird about three times a day average, we talk to ourselves and seem invisible to the world, but all I need really is her to be happy.
Kylee Ann, Luke Maughan, my aunts, uncles and family. That's a given.
Thomas Martin. I can't even describe how amazing this being is. People are really going to think I'm creepy with how much love I hold for Thomas. First of all, he's amazing at everything he does, he cooks, he sings, plays the guitar, is good at every sport and his home away from home is the church. Simply amazing. I must just share how he made my night the other night.
I sent this.
His reply: "Coincidence, I think not."
Ethan Abbott, Dustin Evans, James Butterfield… do they even know how much they are looked up to??? Jake can also be added to this list. They are amazing men. They are just basically glowing with purity. James feels like our protective dad as a home teacher. Dustin is our goofy dad as FHE (goofy in the greatest way it could be taken). And Ethan is just all around amazing.
Bad Cody, Jason, Nick, Jaron, Austin, Riley, James…. the J's. YEAH, boy oh boy do I love hanging out with these guys. Their hilarious impressions, Jason's amazing cooking… Bad Cody's AMAZING AMAZING cooking AND proposal ideas. Do they know how to make a girls day? You bet.
Jason Russell and Keenan Nuehring… I'm in love with both of them and they don't even know it. Might I add they always give the best hugs right when you need them, best popcorn fights during stupid movies, best little giggles… and I am SO glad they're here all summer long.
Our newest friends, Austin, Bridger, Loman, Nate… laughing hysterically on the trampoline, bat impressions, dancing in the kitchen. My heart is already won. <3 And followed up with temple light star gazing.
Zack Bytheway is also a great friend who has helped me so much lately and just been there to listen to my stories, when everyone else just makes me feel bad about them.
And I'd also like to add all the people I work with. How I love my friends at work, the youth that come in and out each week and my bosses.
Love my ward, my job, my family, my friends... life in general. :)
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