Dating

With Kylee getting married in two months, I feel like the pressure is on me to find my knight in shining armor to sweep me off my feet. To date only the type of boys I'd marry right now, to bring someone home to my family and catch up with her. When I was living at home I had an amazing boyfriend, but when Kylee started dating RMs and stuff, mine just wasn't enough it seemed for my family. 

I wonder if my family really does feel like I need be dating RMs and stuff, or if it's just an illusion. Either way I have decided I definitely am not seeking a husband yet. I want to date and have fun, and not get all serious just yet. I guess that's why I feel like I'm not getting married, because I'm not ready to even try and find an eternal companion. I just want to let it happen and date people for fun. 

I tried the whole, date someone who my family would love for me to marry thing. If some of these boys about to leave on their missions seem to good to be true, they ARE to good to be true. I'm sure. Turns out that was a little show he put on and I would never last in a marriage with someone like him. I'm not trying that one again. I am done looking, it's just gonna happen as I live life.